urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:death_of_season I'll fake everything just to slip your kiss. You're to die for. 2005-07-30T01:47:17Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:death_of_season:97717 2005-07-30T01:44:26Z 2005-07-30T01:47:17Z I delete and undelete this journal all the time.<br /><br />I undelete to look at the people I no longer see; and delete because I want to put the pain behind me.<br /><br />What the fuck? This is so gay. I try to talk to you all the time. I have my finger on the button and I could tell you everything I feel right now if I knew you cared. Or thought you cared. I look at your journal and read your thoughts, I look at your pictures and see how much you've changed but stayed the same. FUCK this hurts. I really miss you. I miss telling you everything in just a few pages of a notebook. <br />Sometimes I wish you'd tell me you miss me, and that you wish we were close-friends again, just surprise me out of the blue and I could cry and tell you how much I missed you too. But, why can't I do that first? <br /><br />If I did, would you cry? Would you spit in my face and tell me to fuck off? Would you feel the same?<br />FUUUUCKCKSHITASSBITCHEIIAHNHDIIA.<br />If I came up to you and gave you a hug...would you hug me back?<br />Would you kiss me on the cheek and smile like you used to?<br />Remember when we were happy together?<br />I miss you so fackin' much, I've got my finger on the trigger can you hear the click? Would you remember the songs and the <i>places</i> and the words?<br />I do.<br />I really do...and they won't go away.<br /><br /><br /><br />and it hurts.<br />I've got too many questions....bah this entry was a waste. Well, Robbie will be reading so..*waves*.<br /><br />yeah the end. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:death_of_season:97470 2005-04-04T15:43:16Z 2005-04-04T15:43:16Z Yeah, I'm deleting this journal tonight.<br /><br />&hearts; urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:death_of_season:36341 2004-01-03T22:01:12Z 2004-12-08T01:11:59Z <center> <small><img src="http://img5.photobucket.com/albums/v22/choking_me_out/xMexCorex/roser.jpg"><br /><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v22/choking_me_out/xMexCorex/newshirt6.jpg"><br /><a name="cutid1"></a><br /><br /><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v22/choking_me_out/grandmashoes.jpg"><br /><br /><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v22/choking_me_out/grandma3.jpg"><br /><br /></center></small> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:death_of_season:33129 2003-12-24T05:31:47Z 2004-10-09T23:05:17Z <img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v22/choking_me_out/xMexCorex/TehShoes22.jpg"><br /><br />&hearts; &hearts; COMMENT TO BE ADDED.